i dont blame you for being you.. but you cant blame me for hating it..

well i came back early.. couldnt take the country living anymore.. there were things bugging me .. but its ok.. i had lunch with teddy today.. things went well.. i sat across the table from him.. and looked at him.. and all i could think was..i dont love him.. i love him as a friend.. but thats it.. it was all gone.. i dunno..i have one more thing i have to deal with .. and i dunno how to do it.. because i think hes emotionally unstable..
my god.. the people we attract darling.. well not all of them.. just some.. DAMNIT.. nite