anger makes you cold.. but life. it makes you weak..

he seemed just a bit too perfect.. she thought she was worth it.. maybe hes right .. now he compells her to drinkin.. its better then thinkin she's lost love for life.. she'd like to try it all again but would it taste the same.. like bad champagne


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lets do something that doesnt require talking.. just sit and stare.. drink.. smoke.. sit.. if talking arises.. lets make it short and sweet.. remind me why i think so highly of you and love you endlessly.
i guess..
attention isnt the same when it isnt from you..
maybe im being selfish..
but i need you..
i dont like not being around you for this long..
im sorry