im loosing you..

so everything is fallin apart
1)no job
2)no car
3)my mom is sick
4)i need someone to talk to
5)josh goes back to Iraq in 5 hours..
6)i cant even get the people i love the most to notice my exsistance.
7)ive been listening to alot of death cab and blue october...
8) and i just want you to talk to me.